Life Lesson

So finally life was going great and everything seemed to be going the way it once did. It seemed like finally God was done with all my life lessons... well I thought WRONG!!! This past week I found my integrity and character being questioned and my word not being accounted for nothing. A situation that almost no one would want to be in and one that could've been easily avoided had a listened to that annoying pestic lil voice in my head. Anyways long story short it was embarrassing to say the least. But Ive learn to thank God in the best of circumstances and in the worst because in the end it makes you a stronger and better person. I'm far from perfect but I'm honest, blunt, and with a good heart. But like I said Ive made mistakes and prob at times haven't used the best judgment! But I think if someone can stand to your face admit their wrongs and be truthful about it they deserve some credit because while your pointing the finger there's two more being pointed back at you.

There's always two sides to the story and the truth!!! I can honestly say I now have a clear conscience!! While things will NEVER be the same Im glad it happened. Yes you read right Im glad it happened for many reasons. I don't have any reason to lie for Ive never feared the truth or its repercussions ! Nor am I gonna try to drag others with me like most do. I rather deal with it and like everything else in life MOVE ON!!! No point dwelling on what's already happened. Life is way to short for all of that!

People are human and they will always disappoint and Im a firm believer no one should be your world because they will always let you down. Lesson is trust no one and always trust your gut! Your character is valued far more than a reputation. No matter how bad a situation is always carry yourself with class and grace. This will soon pass and become another lesson learned. I by no means will try to justify what I did... but think about what would make some one do the things they do or say the things they did. I said what I did based on what I was told and showed. I didn't see different til' recently and even then I knew I couldn't get myself to shake that feeling. Think about what if the shoe was on the other foot. There comes a time where u gotta grow up and leave the drama in middle school but age a lot more times than often is just a number and by no means attributes to wisdom. I do not apologize for how i felt at that time or even for what was said but i do regret opening my mouth and putting myself in a predicament where my words could be manipulated to be used against me. But like the French say C'est la vie!! Your Actions will ALWAYS speak louder than any of your words can!!